This continues from Part 1 the testimony of Ruth, a modern day seer, and a new writer to this site.
Seeing the World Ablaze, Part 2
When I was 12 years old I started to hear creepy music in my room when I was trying to fall asleep at time. I started to wear earplugs to drown out the music which worked but didn’t remove the problem.
I would wear earplugs till I was in my early twenties each night due to the music I would hear. Now at 26 years old it happens every so often. I hear music when I am trying to fall asleep, and I have the freedom and pray against it and fall asleep regardless of what I hear without ear plugs.
When I was 12 years old I accepted Jesus into my heart. Six months prior to doing so I felt pressure to NOT accept Jesus. This made no rational sense and I felt very confused. I was mad and angry at God. My grandfather had passed away two months prior and my dad had cancer was going through radiation. Regardless of the voices in my head and the fear I had, I asked Jesus into my heart. The best decision I probably have made!
At around 14 or 15 I started to feel demonic presences in my room and home. I believe this was my seer gift maturing and I could make more sense of what I was feeling.
As I grew in my relationship with Jesus the stronger I felt the demonic presences. Now I started to feel them at church, school, the store basically anywhere.
I could determine what the spirit was like anger, lust, shame the list goes on. I could feel where they were in the room. I didn’t know this was the gift of discernment. I also started to see spirits on people. Not physically but I could see into that person’s heart spiritually and see the bondage they struggled with.
Jesus Encounter
When I was 17 years old I had my first real Jesus encounter. I went on a missions trip to Mexico with my youth group.
During this trip a women prophesied to me under the stars. She told me secret struggles I had never told anyone. She spoke into my prophetic gifts and my way my mind worked. This is when I saw my first God-inspired picture. I now believed she saw my gift as a seer and spoke the truth I had been so longing to hear. This was a major turn in my life.
Encountering an Angel
Also at 17 I had my first angelic encounter. I had a rough night and went to bed very sad. I woke up during the night and felt a strong presence in my room. I felt two strong hands touching my back. My back felt though it was burning. I was terrified. It was a majestic peace and terrifying awe.
I don’t remember much after that; just God spoke to me in my spirit and shared a picture of a fight going on for my life. Good vs. Evil. I don’t remember falling asleep. I woke up the next morning feeling a lot better and with new direction and hope.
Sleep Paralysis in Norway
As I mentioned earlier I left for Norway at age 18 to study and work for a Christian missions organization. My first year in Norway was probably my darkest.
During this year God started to peel away the bondage in my life layer by layer. I cried and cried and told my mentors things I had never told anyone before. Deep hidden sins in my life. I felt broken and vulnerable.
As the layers fell off I started to see more who I was made to be. During this time I started to experience physical demonic presences try to weigh me down. It normally would happened when I was napping, strangely enough.
I would almost be asleep and I would feel something crawling on top of me and feel as though my soul was being sucked away.
I wouldn’t be able to speak out-loud. All I could do in my mind was say JESUS. It would end.
This happened 6 to 8 through the span of 2 years till I was around 20 .
Seeing Spirits Very Clearly
Around this time I started to see spirits in the physical. They were just blobs of color gray, black and white.
As I have grown in my gift, it matured and became clearer. Now I see physical shapes and often see a detailed picture in my mind of what the spirit looks like.
To Be Continued…
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